Afternoon chatted with ♥. It's true that when we always talk, we will always quarrel with each other but today, we didn't and this is what makes me felt surprise and happy too! I'm glad that he actually remember how to go my house and alot of stuffs. There is one part which I couldn't hold back but to let my tears flow down endlessly for around 8 minutes plus :'( I still remember alot of memories we had created and it still stays inside my memory box, like always :) I'm really happy for what he did for me but how about the future? Who knows? I guess, it might not happens. I dare not expect much, but just hoping it would happen. I really miss what we had, reminisce.. However, after running so many rounds I'm finally back to you by your side, in my own thoughts. Sometimes I'm really afraid to face the reality and I tried to run away from it. But I know, I got to face it one day. Like what you have said, I can run away for now but not forever. Before these, my heart was frozen but now, it has started to melt, slowly. I hope it won't get frozen anymore. It's true that the person whom you loved the most, can hurt you the deepest :-)


10个月失去你，这一次我不能让我失去你，我真的不能。然而，有太多的美好回忆留下来... 愛しています。
POSTED BY: AMANDA