Didn't attend school today, was having stomachache. Hurting me as if I'm pushing my baby out, lolol! Slept with the pain from last night 1AM plus until 3:45PM. No, I didn't woke up on my own. It's the bloody thunder that strikes non-stop woke me up! I closed my eyes after a thunder has striked, then the thunder striked again. But this time, it was even louder than the previous one. Until I cannot tolerate it, which I'm already wide awake, no thunder drumming anymore. Since then, I started using the laptop instead of carrying on sleeping -.-

Quarreled with dad. I hate helping him. Helped him with his iPhone, play his iPhone also cannot. Please, I helped him alot of times. What did he repay me? Just some pile of shits back. Carry on reading. I got pissed off after he took away his iPhone and I stared at him as I was mad angry. He turned back and looked at me staring at him because of his phone, he said go away in a bad tone. Just nice, my leg was on the chair and I get up, and kicked the chair. He got mad too, stand up from his chair and gave me a tight slap immediately. I felt nothing at that time, no pain at all. I'm just somehow used to it. He then kicked the chair at my leg, and asked me to kick somemore. Usually I would talk back but I kept quiet. He threw his phone on the sofa. I was hoping his iPhone drop on floor instead. After his crazy acts, I went in my room, I slammed my door hard and locked it and I locked myself in my room since 640PM plus up till now 959PM, preventing myself from seeing him. He called my phone, but I ignored. Sometimes I wish both my parents were dead. I know whatever they do, they are still my parents but please, if their patience got it's limits, so do we. We are humans too, not an animal for them to beat etcs. Whatever, fucking mad angry right now.

There's baking lesson tomorrow, atleast I can vent my anger on the dough; throw it, tear apart and etcs. I missed two of my shows, gr8 huh! How I wish bf&Shafiq brother can message me now to cheer me up but apparently, bf must be asleep. Still fucking mad angry right now. Bye fuckers. POSTED BY: AMANDA